@visakanv idea
Build one for your new idea.
The loop you’re in right now ain’t it. Here you are making big money on a big deal project and you’re dreading it.
This journal is a win_loop. It decants thoughts out of my brain so they don’t bedevil me anymore.
I’ll tell you another win_loop. Get more sleep. You woke early this morning (fucking automatic sprinklers at 6 am), fed the dog and some water, then went back to bed. That extra sleep felt great.
Do more of that. You can schedule your work anytime you want. (That’s not a privilege, bitch. I worked hard for 40 years to make that happen. Fuck you and that privilege word.)
First, sleep.