We had houseguests for the last few days. Happy times, and the cycle is interrupted. No reading in the morning, no quiet times at odd hours when thoughts come up, meaning no notes are written here.
Also, I’ve been busier at work than normal. Again, distractions rather than time for reflection.
All of which means it is time to remember. No regrets for yesterdays. That was the old pattern: “I missed the reading! Bad!”
Now I just don’t think about it. Something went wrong before? Just do what’s right now.
And anyway. What is “wrong” and does that word have any meaning? Be done with the self-judgment.
Flogging myself as a way to get “better” seems pointless in so many ways.
So when you see it, stop it. Just like stop talking to yourself and start talking to God. Same disease, same cure.