To take action.
Today.
I have been faltering because I wanted to know what I was going to do before I began. What am I going to write about before I write? Figure out what I think before I start. Am I really committed to this? What if it fails? What is the opportunity cost of this activity instead of all of the other possibilities arrayed before me?
I know the goal. I know the people who will (God willing) find my offering useful. I know that people who follow the path I will lay out will be stronger, happier people, and their communities and families will be better off because people followed that path.
I know that these actions will help me, whether ultimately successful, unsuccessful, or (the worst outcome) somewhere in the middle. I will learn something and make myself more resilient, win, lose, or draw.
No. I start today.
Learn what to speak about by saying the wrong thing, or being inarticulate.
Learn what to do by doing the wrong things.
It has been decided.